Thursday, May 24, 2018

The Land of Tears =   I suffer in silence; I feel so alone.

 
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The Land of Tears =   I suffer in silence; I feel so alone.

I've lived for years in the land of tears-and there's no escape from the sadness.
By day, I retreat, pushing other people away, and I roam the dark house every night. I cry, I pull myself together, and I crawl back into bed. I get up, I fall down, and I try not to drown. I can't eat. I eat too much. I eat away at the fears and worries that are eating away at me. I slap on a smile, I force out a laugh, even on days when I don't make my bed and don't take a bath. I build up a wall, I knock it back down. My love and loyalty get kicked all around. I pretend to be strong. I pretend not to hurt. I try to believe things are going to get better, but too often I don't believe they will. I suffer in silence; I feel so alone.
I've lived for years in the land of tears-and there's no escape from the sadness.
It is such a secret place, the land of tears.

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My Gratitude Links from God with God's Help!!
                     
                                     
                                    

   

Forgiving others and ourselves 
John Bradshaw
                                                                  
                                          
                                                     
                                     
                                                 
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Carolyn Everett McRae 



Above and Beyond AA






I Started this Spiritual Program


in Honor of my Brother James
                                                
                                         
                 
                                                 
                                                
        
Who Committed Suicide


He was a 27 years old a Gay JW- 
Jehovah Witness=Shamed Him 
Not Good!
This is a Spiritual Program using the 
AA 12Step Program as a Guide
- to a Happier Balanced Life.
- AAA 12Step Caring Counselling Clinical Society
-Give back & God gives to YOU..
I was the Ny 9/11 Canadian Angel @ Ground Zero-
My Dream is to start 12 Step Churches - God Not Guilt and
12Step Teen Angels- Addiction affects the whole family -
Heal the families of America and the
 World and you Heal the System.
Stop the Killing of our Children and Friends!!


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